Recently, just finish a event and yet, dont feel so good over it at all. I dont feel proud over it, feels like my ownership, hardship, efforts have been taken away. Running over the place, getting approval, last min request for the things to be prepare, settling everything right.
Seems like no credit for it, seems like "doing it with no rewards/ no appreciation", Oh well, it is like that? Looks like it is.
Yes, things are a bit messy for the event, those things i overlooked, sabo by other company and therefore, have learn it and making sure next time will look into the details.
But does that mean...when a person overlook or did something wrong and that is it? That person have to wear a "clothes" of "black sheep"? means that person is no use at all? seems like it....and i hate that feeling.
Feeling of being "look down", hate of feeling "can he make it?", hate of feeing like "oh, remember that time he screw it up?" etc.....what can i say? Does that mean that the person cannot do it and make it right again? why does this have to happen to me? i really feel the pain inside...sour..n aching...looks like it is how the people behave in general regardsless of what your work is or even in school. This is how people behave and think.
Speaking so, then how to raise up leaders/manager/students leader if we dont allow them to make mistakes and give them many chances to prove it again without having those "nose" over the their head? Watching over them is another issue which i am not talking about here. So, ya, sorry.
The thing is, i feel that the event i did, was being "lightly look upon". Felt so disappointed. And sure enough, those feelings i mention, can really feel it coming out towards me.
I shall not backbite others into this blog. Even its my blog, i can say anything i want to but i still feels it is not so nice to say. So i just blog about the feelings I have towards the event.
Well, I want to make it a point that in future, we should not judge ppl or have a bad view towards those people who screw up our plans or events. Afterall, they are still humans and humans makes mistakes. Now, please dont take tis to the other end which means, for those people whom are lazy and dont want to learn from mistakes, who are not teachable and keep on repeating the same mistakes for many many times, you deserves the "looking" at you.
So at the end, we all have to work hard and put efforts into what we are being place responsible over it. 要对的起自己 and others so when you do your work put real efforts in it. At the end of the day, you will feel proud of yourself.
ok....gtg...
love u all.
Cheers!
Hi all!
Yayaya...i know...never update again...hias...
Its ok la..sorry.
Well, recently been thinking a not...and 1 of the things bothering me is myself...
Many ppl say i have grown FAT..and i mean FAT...FAT FAT FAT!
Ah!! feel so lousy! But i shall "hua bei fen wei li liang" so got to do excerise already.
See...i shall not be afaid to show my FATNESS!! feast on my pic!! LOL....got to slim down...
Ya...see...fatty bomb bomb...got to get rid of the stomach... my waist...then turn all those into muscle..and slim body...i want to regain my glory days! like this below..
see this skinny guy? that i can see my jaw those days lor...and my tummy is flat...hais..now...??? fatty bomb bomb..LOL..dont laugh...that is why i say..." hua bei fen wei li liang"...so starting MONDAY...i have to do my running...healthy breakfast...well, dunno can make it but i must be discipline to stick to my diet and excerise plan. 
humm..so wat is the "time" i give myself? maybe.....2 months? must really do it...LOL...
humm..so wat is the "time" i give myself? maybe.....2 months? must really do it...LOL...ok, U guys stay tune ok...wait till i upload my pic again. must be a turing point.
So ya. that is all for now! till the next time!! LOL!
LOVE U ALL!!
Hi there again,
understand that its been a while again since i last update the blog. well, nothing much to blog about.
Recently i have been thinking about life....
Humm...just a few days ago a pri 5 gal says she find her life is very meaningless and that shock me. Imagine, a p5 gal telling me tat...wow. while most p5 students were busy playing and having fun!
Then, i also watch a show call "gia" say as "G-AH", its a..life story of her and she is a super model. she died at a very young age. i think its below 26...ya. This gal, humm was very successful due to her nature looks was very pretty. so she very fast become a very sort after model. but on the other hand, she is lonely, on drugs, have bad relationship, emptyness inside her and in the end, she passaway with HIV.
So what so is the point i am talking about? life...wat is life? humm... i guess..no...i strongly believed that life is not about "one-self". Yes, getting rich, having good career, have a wonderful family etc..all of these are very good and its very important. But, if life is everytime about "one-self", "myself", "me"...its very sad. and having recieving Jesus inside of us is also one of the wonderful and happiest moments in my life and yours too!
YOU KNOW...THE HAPPIEST PPL ARE THOSE WHO HELP PPL! Helping people to help people! To me, its life! Life is wonderful! God made us the salt n light...so we as christian got to go and help ppl! LOOK AROUND U....there are so many ppl we can help. DONT just concentrate about yourself. LOOK OUT....bible says that as we shower people, we ourselves will be shower back. its the same all over the world. what u sow, u will reap. You sow a sweet of love, u will reap love back. sow a kind actions, reap back a kind action by others as well. You know, i met a non-christian, she say this statment kind of touch me. she says "Everyone contributes a little, makes a world a better place" is that not true friends? ya, its so real!! See, even a non christian can have such thoughts, we as christian, should even be better.
So, today, lets make it a point to help someone else, could be your fellow cg members, your friends, your families, the old lady out there in the streets, the child who dont have ppl to care for, those cant see, hear, walk, talk... all people. ALL PEOPLE.
Lets help people around us to make our community, country, world a better place!
Cheers!
God loves u all!
Dear All,
Another update again...sorry for not able to update yesterday as its was very late already.
Anyway, this is the pic i woke up in the morning and heading down to Li Jiang.
Nice hor, lion hair...lol!
Alright, just follow pics and little updates...thanks!!
Lion hair...cool
LOL!!
On the way to Li Jiang, this is one
of the farm i drove pass for the pass
days. They eat their own grown veg.
Some will sell it to markets.
Stop over for lunch, as its
takes about3hr to travel there f
rom Da Li. Street stall, with nice
food.Didnt get stomach ache. LOL.
Instide, a bit rundown.
is like this one
the house there.
Welcome to Li Jiang!!!
Finally, at 1pm which i
set off at 1oam,
behind me is the hotel
i am going to stay.
This entire town or city
or province...whichever..
is a old place. An ancient
city of china. the building
are all "old design". Most of the
buildings are from olden days till
now.....amazing right!
Way up my room...of course,
i am staying with
my friend Kayboon la...
think wat...each person
a room?? come on....save
money ok! LOL!
Door of my room...
TA DA!!! Pretty right!!
SOOOOO class!!
CHIAN WINE CHIAN WINE!!
LOL!!
Be jealous can...pls ppl as u view...LOL!
After settling,
R&R time!
This is the ancient city! "GU Chen"
Now is tourist place.
See the buildings...all is ancient times
design...
Remember we always see the
wo xia siao shou...the streets..ya..its
almost the same...98%!
So walking through the town,
took pic with this 70+ grandma..
dont play play ah....
Afte that stop over at this - used to be a royal
family from the pass..
Now, its is interesting. As i
walk through the streets.
Noice the path?!! Got vertical,
and horizontal? Guess its
wat for???Times up! Actually,
back in those times, vertical
are for goverment offiical
walking area, the horizontal are
for the citizens. Cool right...So
think about it...ppl actually
have to keep to the side while
walking on streets even no one
watching you. LOL
RESPECT!
After touring the old town, we went to one of
the site seeing. The place is call, "Hai long tan"
Its a huge park with lots of history inside...
In between the mountain and the house,
acutally behind me is the "xue shan" Another
famous tourist visit! Snow!!!!
PRETTY FLOWERS! just like my SHILIN!
Finish the tour, head back city before
the hotel in the old town,
Street food, i was there because going a
street like bugis, call "qi xing jie" where
clothes etc etc selling.
Then came night time. the old town
which i took pic earlier on?? remember?
Ya, its the night time!! so nice!!
COOLLLLL...
These are some street pubs! dont worry
i didnt go in.
This is a normal street with no pubs.
LOTS OF PPL!
After the day, reach my hotel, tis is
it looks like.
Yawn, Yawn...time to sleep!
Ok, so that is the day i spend yesterday. Today much of the same. went to the other same old town, update again when i go to another hotel.
Moro, got to go to another town to see the place for future work here and then to shangri la!!!
Ok, pls take care yourself there ppl!
Miss u all very much! But not as much as my shilin!
Good night!!
cheers!
Dear All,
As i have said, i will update again, so here it goes..
This is the day i leaving for Guangzhou to Yunna...a little province..call "DA LI"
so, waiting to check in..
As i have said, i will update again, so here it goes..
This is the day i leaving for Guangzhou to Yunna...a little province..call "DA LI"
so, waiting to check in..
tis is "kun ming" a mini airport, i stop over here is to wait for the
connect flight to "da li"...so i wait at the lobby.
fall asleep....lol
finally, flight is here.
walk towads the
domastic plane..
no need to go through all
no need to go through all
the custome check etc...
isnt this nice?! above the clouds...
Finally..." da li" as u can
isnt this nice?! above the clouds...
Finally..." da li" as u can
see behind me...
huge words...lol
Guess wat...huge helicopter...huge hor...
This is how we get our bags.
Guess wat...huge helicopter...huge hor...
This is how we get our bags.
..lol..LC hor?...but its like tat..
so deal with it!
and yes, i took the pic of the
so deal with it!
and yes, i took the pic of the hotel at night...will post the
moring again.
Intro u...the super
Intro u...the super
nice hotel...5stars! This building
is build up like a native group...
call "bai zu" so building build like
their homes in the village
Get ready...
Get ready...
This hotel is comes with
computer ok...queen size bed
I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!! LOL
Well, then come next day,
i head for the village school
to source out which school
needs to be rebuild....and
this is the 1st stop...
here is the students dome...
for those staying ver far, took
at least 1hr30min to walk from
their village home to school...f
ar huh..
their bed room. 1 bed, 2 person share...bed is not spring kind ok.
its wooden..and mind u...blankets are ppl who dont want, they take ok..
think about how fourtunate u are!!!
after the 1st school, i trevel
to the 2nd school up in the
mountain took 2hr 30mins to
drive up the bumby road..
nice experience..
as u can see...i took from
mountain top down ok...scary...lol
Reach the 2nd school...was shock
to see that this is worst one
then the 1st. look carefully...the
celling...bed...its acutally leaking
in the upper deck of the school
when it rains so students whom
study upper deck, was being
transfer down to other rooms
same thing here, 2 person 1bed.
some, 3 in 1 bed...wa man....u ppl
better appricate life in singapore...
love your parents whom work so
hard to give u good life! does not matter if they screw up at times...u yourself got
to be "du li"...you know, the studens in the village, age 7 knows how to cook!!
wash clothes, do the farming etc. very "DU LI" children...best of all, students here...
loves to study!!!! can u imagine!! study lei! u all? ps2..xbox...chye..of course,
some of you loves study, i mean for those take life for granted...u should go
there and stay, see how u can survived there...
This is what they eat...porriage
and potatos only!
Students learning in a broken
down roof, windows
lights not proper install...
see how quite they are....singapore school...."ZOO" man...
esp monkeys all around...LOL!!
so, go back down after
visting the 2nd school....
view from bottom...nice hor...
lovely...
At this point...i want to dilicate this
pic to my girlfriend!! l LOVE YOU BABY!
Thought of you while taking this pic.
wish you were here with me!
so after visiting the 2 schools, it was evening 530pm, so we head for
so after visiting the 2 schools, it was evening 530pm, so we head for
dinner...and look at this place...villa...
Handsome man here...
again...me...lol! nice food,
treat like a king there...lol!
After dinner, i head for a musical cos the host treat me and kayboon. As mention below is
the show name, very very nice. entire show is about the "da li" and they done very well, i brought the dvd, only $5.
Therefore, after the show, went back to my hotel.
As i reflect the day, really, i feel that we are so fortune ppl.
And some choose to be a "spoit bread" or take things in life for granted
..i mean..come on..grow up pls..behaving like a kid, acting emo, acting like "ASK"..
"Ah Sia kia"....
BE A RESPONSIBLE PERSON PLS! maturity does not comes with age! comes with
taking up responsiblity! meaning be respond over your life!!!! and ppl around you!
i shall stop here, a thought for u ppl to think about...about your life...yea..dont put
God in your picture if u are not doing anything...so think about wat i say. BETTER
WAKE UP...LOL!
ok, gtg, moro going to anther province...taking a car...4hrs ride..oh man...lol
Then its free for 2days again. SHOPPING!! i see what i can buy...lol!
take care ppl! love u all!
cheers!!
Dear ALL,
1st of all, i want to THANK YOU ALL for sending me and wishing me over the sms for a safe trip! I am greatly touch by ALL your thoughts and love!!
Well, i am too tired now, so got to say a bit of things for u all to know via pictures!
Enjoy it!!
oh...sorry...right now i am at da li, and staying in a super nice hotel! Its the local here choose for us and....i guess they will pay the bills too...cos...all the food we eat on Monday, all paid by them...
I will up load again soon,,,,
Meanwhile, this is the 1st stop i stop over. Guanzhuo.....
Some areas u see, not so advance and also not so so not advance....meaning avg living..is humm...like a small street..or ave..those type... update as i go along...
This machine is "water dispenser" pay as u used.
HERE....HEAVENS...AWAITS....
Went "xue li shan" famous for mango pudding etc..coz walk the entire day...hahahs..humm yummy...
This is the happening place lor...as the sign reads. Its like bugis...but...HUGE....super long shopping shops....wow...man...its long way..
something like the fountain in bugis...
As said....looooong....shopping...
one of the malls....so many huge advertisments...boards...its so cool....
This is a central park...
This park is interesting...got many kinds of statues...and they tell the story of them..mostly are heroes of faith etc...
Went for history tour...famous guy...soon yao sun...i think its spell like tat...
This is the memorial hall....huge...!
Me and Him....
History lesson...cant believed i actually read them...
This is the hall inside...can sit 5000 ppl...
renting of unbrella...pay then return in other stations....
mrt...same like us....but guess wat...train is smaller...
reminds me of singapore. Hahahas...
These places i am going to show u is where distributer of clothes, bags etc...a lot a lot a lot...of stores....
This is call "Bai Ma" where lots of clothes can be found and pretty nice too...most of all...the most..MOST MOST caught my attention are the LV, GUCCI, FENDI...etc etc..bags clothes..etc etc..they look so very real lor...and its super cheap!! cheap!! lei long ah lei long.....lol!!
Like citylink...lots of food stall and very happening
This is where my fre and i walk the whole day and hungry so we eat fast food but its a chinese fast food...only $6. got rice, veg, meat and soup!
see....yummy..!!!
so this is the fast food store...call... kungfu!! see my fren infront the camera?! lol Kayboon is his name..
This is before eating, went around shopping...so took pic with these history ladies...
gaint "pi pa gao"
Stop! how dare u bully this old lady...lol slap u!!
This is the street...not the one u read previously..this is another one
food!! but dont dare to eat...
getting to go town from hotel....
yes...kayboon and me...stay along a street where all the shops are doing "air con"...
This is where i stay over the 1st night at Guanzhuo. OKOK only the hotel...lol
Alright, so its ends here. 6am..wow..time to go bed again.
Next update, will give u all see, da li..this super nice hotel as i have said..the ppl and place here..wow..lol
You all take care and i will be praying for u all too!! love u all!!
cheers!
Hey, yesterday went to east coast beach to have picnic...but its in the night...lol. Actually its our 8th Month Anniversary....so wanted to let her feel happy and loved..so i cooked at home and then head to the place. Below are some pics...enjoy yourself..well...we certainly do!! hahahas!!
On bus 31 towards ECB.....
At the tunnel...towards ECB...
wat a longggggg tunner! hahs!! acutally short one la....
at the end/ starting of the tunnel....lol..
So...ppl...there are our food...yummy!! Home cooked...wow..
Rice....veg + oyster mushroom....drinks....
tomato with scramble eggs...dark soya chicken with ginger...and bar kua...
So we found an empty table and sit down to uncover all the foods...and take pic...
This pic is taken by a china guy cause we cannot take by outselves..and it was dark..so this short was actually taken not bad....
Then guess wat...it started to rain a little...so no choice...we quickly pack up the food and change location and ended at a shelter...so we unpack again...and started eating..hahas!!
See...this girl....mad about my food!! hahahs!
of course...must have some decent way...its after all ...my girl...lols!
Well...we finished our food and took our last pic...before we depart the shelter...
So after the normal mac area shelter where we eat...we were so FULL FULL!! Decided to take a long walk back shilin's home..was we walk back towards the hawker center direction...and this place, was a spot along the chalet...a very nice wind and sea view..so we rested and took some pics! Wow...the wind is so...nice!
Look up there! a shooting stars!! wow!!
So after resting..we cont to walk..its was a very longgggggg walk ok...my legs are killing me and hers as well!! THEN..we ended up the hawker center! And saw the wan tan mee...so...tempting!!! cant take it...we decided to order a plate and share! but yet we are already so full!! lol!! tan chi gui! lol...
yes yes...u can say we are one "hungry ghost"....sorry its two..lol!
its her again....that funny look...i love it whenever she does it...brings her trueself out...nothing to hide....lol!!
After eating we headed home again...cont our walk...
So that is all....Reach home about 11pm....its fun! Got to do with again soon!!
Cheers!!
Love you all!!
Johnson
1st of all...i wanna say....
Happy Chinese "Niu" year!! Gong xi fa cai!! To all people out there!
Well, here are the happeings during chinese new year! Was at my ah ma house. I call her ah ma cause i treat her and the entire family like my own and so do they. She is actaully my nanny who took care of me ever since i am....3 MONTHS old as a baby!! The family i am going to show u all, are the PEK family.. i love them as much as i love my own family!
Here goes.....
This is where we took pic with the "cai sheng ye". Its was the 2nd day of CNY, we had lion dance came into the house and dance through the house. All the way to the room and back to living room. Its believed to get rid of watever and bring in the good fortune and luck. Then it was so fun! lion spit the veg, oranges peels etc..then ppl shouted "huat ah"...lol! then after the lion was done, it will give a word or numbers so family can buy 4D...lol.
Well, these are my uncles, aunties, cousins and ah ma... why they stand this way? its because...they are the 12 chinese animals represented. From the right...is rat, cow, tiger...and so on..to the pig! My grandma is the horse. 7th from the right. Can u see her?
Shilin and me...with the CSY...lol...tell u...the beard...is real ok...oh! can u spot my grandma? lol! behind us! lol. lovely ya?
These are my cousins ....pretty ladies....lol
This is my 4th aunti and family. I call her "see yi"
This is 3rd aunti with her kids.. I call her "sa yi",
This is steph, sunny and son.
This is meiyi family.
Then finally. This is where we go pray to our "zhu zhong" 
....humm dont worry, your cgl didnt hold joss stick...i just go with them, didnt do anything there but i behave myself la.
And i get to know that we are the 21 generation....of the PEK family...wow!
So there after, i went to shilin's family side and bai nian to her grandma and parents. After that went to my childhood friends house. Cant believed it....one of them got a child already...wow!....
That is about all i can blog about....humm..really had a great time....
Alright..till next time...
GONG XI FA CAI!!
Cheers!
Let me intro you my god son......
ta da!! His name is jayvon!!!
And these are his birthday pics!
Happening during 18 jan.... well.. I know i know...its abit late...yayaya...bla bla bla...watever.. but at least i still blog it ok ppl...so pls...stop "saying" me inside your heart...yes..u..u...the one reading it...u the one...lol but of course those not saying me....u are the most lovely person...lol!! Enjoy the pic!!
This one is is cake! A ship! wow!
Well, if u want to see more, you can go to his blog....
http://babyjayvon.blogspot.com/ go and be his fan ppl! He is cute and cute and cute...that is all i can say....CUTE!! cheers!
Well, he is Sandra's baby and i am his God-father. During his bd, i was not able to be there cause i got reunion dinner. but i did my part cause i went down to deco the place before i leave.
After my dinner, went back to find him...but too bad...he sleep already...hais... but nevertheless, i ate his cake...lol.
Ok, so this is my god son. feels a bit like father although i didnt get to change his diper etc..lol but i change all my own newphews and nieces diper and make mike for them before alright...all is my sis kids...lol. ONLY LEFT ONE....regan...yuling's son...i yet to change diper and make milk for him..cause he dont stay with me...but sure will have chance ba.
Alright.. gtg 1st...i am going to blog next abt CNY, where i am going to showcase u my other family whom are my "nanny" i called ah ma..they are the PEK family...so stay tune...
cheers!